my life is meaningless. just who said that, it struck a chord with me and it wasn’t a g chord. again i sit here at the edge of sheer “skull crushing boredom” wondering what the blazes is in store for me. dynamic artistic endeavours, trying to write really articulate random, odd and way out weird fictional nonsense, or devote myself to the other and seemingly more popular rants, observations and lists.
this must the 100th time i’ve pondered such a move into one direction or another. sitting here directionless i still haven’t figured it out yet. my reach and audience with the space palace in the stars seems to be very limited. so limited in fact that i think i’m the only one reading the delicately balanced ramblings.
so !! – i’ll keep going or i won’t. well of course i’ll keep going. i’ve seen a few blogging comrades fall by the way side, some have threatened to close, if that’s the right term, only to be brought back from the silence with cries of “please don’t” from their devoted readers.
i won’t be doing that. if i go, i’ll just go .. poof !!
today is a day for deciding and so i have decided to decide upon a decision. stay.
the best part about having this outlet for my silly rants, observations, lists, music and random nonsense is that it provides me with an outlet. an outlet that has been a roller coaster of feedback, attempts at connection and avoidance. i will continue to do all of those things. i’d be very happy if you stay with me, find me or indeed scream at me, either way it’s your choice of course. so, as you have a choice, please choose tbaoo.
i’ve found a fascinating range of videos, of musician’s backstage setups, instruments and gear to enjoy. i had an idea for television about ten years ago that has become totally accepted now. it’s a shame i couldn’t, didn’t or failed to do anything about it.
touring ( and local ) bands and artists could talk about and show their stage setups, gear, instruments, effects and tricks to the world wide music mad audience. simply put, a guitar, drums and/or keyboard magazine with pictures, precise technical detail and information. imagine, well i did and i lost any chance of doing so.
so i’m going to post a few of these and enjoy the result, even though i’ve been left far behind. i’ve got loads of other ideas and maybe i need to get off my lazy backside and do something about it. looking at youtube will no doubt reveal that many of them have been snapped up already. oh well it’s fun to think about, but would be even better to do.
so here’s two videos to highlight my keen interest in music production … now that’s a rush