an amazing realisation {12}
am i wasting my time ? huge self reflection today has revealed that i’m trapped in a self perpetuating loop of self congratulations. wow that’s heavy shit.
i have been watching the two and froing of all within my reach in facebook, twitter and associated nonsense and have decided to remain focused on what i do best. now you might wonder what the hell that is dear reader, but if you are a dear reader you’ll know it’s just me being silly. regular group activity is a task that demands commenting on blogs of those generous souls who comment here.
slow internet in australia and those damn blogger blogs without the pop up comment feature that don’t work at all in safari, are really taking too many hours out of my lazy days and as much as i enjoy receiving comments from everyone, i’m going to have to stop wasting so much time.
well no … i can’t stop of course because this reciprocal acknowledgement is what it’s all about, although some folks get a bit precious about feedback to their work, or the fact that it might not be of interest to me, but the same can and would, probably be said about tbaoo so i suppose that’s part of the game.
note .. i do appreciate the support of those who support tbaoo – thanks
so this is what happens when i’ve spent a day working on a website for a client, i’m tired, grumpy and close to turning off the computer, especially as the joyous children next door are screaming and giving me the shits. woah alan that’s sounds a bit rash, but it will be turned off soon though, allowing me to relax without the need for gratification from others, except my bride of course.
to celebrate this realisation, i have a film clip to sooth the ravaged soul that is tbaoo .. goodnight.







